explore, dream, discover...
My last night in SA, I went out to have my last farewell drink with my Bentleigh mates. It was a new cool place Bob Rocks in Greenside.Sad to discover such a nice place at my last day in the city.
After couple of farewell occasions, this last one somehow made me so uncomfortable.Each time when I kiss and hug someone to say goodbye, I was feeling pain attacks in my stomach.
My body was just reacting..because I was not feeling that it would be a permanent separation, just a break..a timeless break..
How light did I become suddenly?
All my life necessities could fit a medium size backpack. Will I really need my other stuff which was sent by cargo to Turkey?
Now I am ready to survive only with few things, maybe one day I will free myself from everything..
Early morning, Gwenael and Yasemin gave me some support for last packing. After Yasmin took me to the airport.During our last moments together, we talked about how travel frees people and she told me that she was quite happy to see me moving although she would miss me too much.I understood that time how true friendship was. We set a "rendezvous "to meet up in Buenos Aires at new years eve.
During my flight, I thought about the words of Mark Twain which was emailed to me by Gweny during my decision making process about staying in SA or moving ahead:
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”